Thinking

You know...
i think about stuff when i am alone.
and i am alone very often..
so i think a lot..
Money and friendship should never cross paths..
cuz when they do the relationship becomes strained.
this is speaking from Experience.
Bros for one thing..
but.. you also gotta give me some self assurance
Thats the point in time when things start to devolve
and spiral into an endless loop of misplaced trust and Betrayal.
i never brought this matter up...
cuz i usually am not strapped for cash...
but it got me thinking... what if i did?
will i get it back?
though these are things that i do not want to think about...
it creeps into my head and very often... ah well...
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I miss my friends
its been so long.
well today i get to see them
class chalet.
wonder how many will turn up..
wonder what the atmosphere will be like..
cuz from past experiences..
it has definitely not been pleasant
not one bit at all...
Maybe things will be different..
maybe people change..
Whats that old saying again?
A leopard Never Changes its Spots